lol bass hunter= amazing....

it's been a while

I've changed, duh...

that and I am really at my wits end with the end of the world O.o

I love my sammi corpse BFFL!!! my biffle, and I love Kat....and you...I love you too

I love that movie, and pretty in pink.....my mother bought them. I never get on the internet anymore....but, i'll return soon i think....so no worries...to those who even care

From First To Last, didn't die, it just got weaker......Sonny left, and that kind of makes me sad, but he left to go solo.....so it's better than if he just dissappeared. Hmm....

I feel fat and full and I'd be killed by my friends and familyif I said that.... my ears hurt... I wanna listen to my music....what about tickling??? ARGH my eardrums!!!

a survey i say!

90. First off, what is your name?
Lorelei

89. What did you do last night?
ummm watched labyrinth and pink floyds the wall DUR!

88. Do you have a same sex best friend that you can talk to 24/7?
Kat, and Brittany

87. Do you have any siblings?
a fewish

86. Where are you exactly?
the chair in my room!

85. Favorite color(s)?
black and white...I like colors really O.o

84. What does the 7th message in your [cell] text inbox say?
WHAT CELL PHONE XD

83. Who sits beside you in math?
in what school?

82. Who sits to the left?
*sigh*

81. Where is your mom right now?
asleep in the living room

80. Do you have any kids?
yeah sure *rolls eyes* nooope

79. Who is the 5th person you got a missed call from?
urrr nobody O.o

78. Closest black object?
the keyboard in my lap!

77. Closest silver object?
my rings, on my hands!

76. Have you ever jumped a fence for any reason?
all the time!

75. Do you sing in the shower?
every damn time!

74. Do you own any pets?
a dog in virginia and my kitten

73. How does your hair look right now?
red/orange and black and straight, like always...

72. Last time you listened to country music?
ick, last time my neighbor came home >.<

70. If you could kill someone, who would it be?
*ninja moves* if i tell you, i'll have to kill YOU too!

69. What are your fears?
clowns *dies, heights, and open water, and never meeting him...

67. How many drugs are in your system right now?
vitamins!!! and and and...that's it...surprising really O.o

65. What are you wearing?
a happy bunny shirt and froggy undies! yay!

64. Who was the last person to comment you?
on myspace, twas, my sister XD

63. Do you sing?
all the damn time! i love it! i wanna make it a career

62. Screamo or Country?
i live/eat/breather screamo <3

61. Rock or Rap?
teh rock!!!! it always wins!

60. Chocolate or vanilla?
meh depends on what i'm eating!

59. Who did you last call?
shit, ummm my mom like 3 days ago, i never call people, they call me

58 Who last called you?
My gramma!

57. What jewelry do you wear daily?
my rings <3

56. What are you doing now?
isn't that obvious, doing this survey and listening to MCR...

55. Who was the last person you said I love you to?
my kitten!!!!!

54. Would you die for someone?
depends on who and why

53. If so, who?
onyl those i love with all my heart.

52. Are you cold right now?
nooope

51. What do you smell right now?
air....O.o

50. Do you have to pee right now?
nooooo...UIGH PERV!

49. What did you dream about last night?
wierd things....that i have no clue about >.<

48. What are you doing tomorrow?
hangin with chris and walking to publiiiixxxxxxx

47. If an ex asked you back out, what would you say?
i have no ex's, don't you need ex's for that?

44. Bed sheet color?
buhlack

42. Carpet or wood in your room?
tile O.o

41. Bad rumor about yourself that you've heard?
there are rumors?!?!? YES!!!!

40. Do you have makeup on right now?
yep, the same amount i always rly wear out...

38. Can you do a cartwheel?
luff to!

37. What's your favorite candle scent?
cotton <3333 and APPLE!!!!!!!!!!

36. Ever gone a whole day without eating?
yush

35. America or Canada?
who cares?

34. What makes you mad?
lots of things, including mean people and posers!

33. What if you found out you were adopted?
that'd explain alot....o.o

32. Jeans or Sweatpants?
sweatpants make me feel fat, jeans!

29. Do you have socks on?
fuzzy pink ones!

28. Do you own any big sunglasses?
noooo but my sister does!

27. Have you ever cried so hard you puked?
almost, i almost broke a rib once i think too

23. Have you recently talked to an ex?
WHAT EX?!?!?!?

22. Person who posted this before you?
Kat

19. Favorite TV show?
>.< u remind me that we have no cable right now

18. Do you like 80s movies?
I love the 80's, everything about it, SO YEAH!!!!! Labyrinth <3333

16. Last two numbers in your cell phone number?
eh wot?

15. What kinda music do you like?
the good kinddddd

14. Are you a crazy stalker?
depends on ur mom....

13. Best city you've visited?
right now? orlando!

12. Been to London?
i wiiish

10. Favorite subject at school?
i left school, because I HAD NO FAVORITE CLASS!!!

9. Been to college?
i been on a college campus XD

7. Favorite time of day at school?
i never goooo, BECAUSE I HAVE A GED DAMMIT!

6. Ever licked someone's cheek?
cha!

5. Watch all Spiderman movies?
how many are there anyways?

3. What are you looking forward to?
things <3 that i dreamed about, because i never gave up on them.

2. Ever gotten lost in the dark?
well cha! who hasn't really?...have youuu?

1. Do you snore/talk/walk in your sleep?
yes, yes, no, and i also sing! XD

"we're falling, we're falling, falling in love"

mmmm Labyrinth

So here it is, my obligatory valentines day blog. I have a new short story I was gonna submit soon, it needs to be edited and then I'll do that. hmmm who cares? say aye! *who am I kidding?*

It's already valentines day now. And my mom is mad at me, because I got her something, that's depressing. I don't mean "oh you shouldn't have" mad I mean genuinely mad. We're hard up on money right now, and to cheer her up i spent all of 3 dollars of a 10 she'd given me to go get cat food....

Why do I try *sigh*

being alone on v-day isn't so bad. It's knowing that, it's my own fault that I'm alone. I don't have to be. I just kind of am. Ech, I feel dirtyyyyyyyy... I need a shower but doing my hair is such a trifle....but if i don't do it, I feel sad, and mopey. I suppose it's because, society sucks but I can deal with that.

My heart feels like it's going to explode in my chest as I float over a man with no face playing the piano....interesting image O.o

oh well, happy kiss day...

I CALL YOU DUDE!

I figured, that maybe, there is something in that big sky we all look to so desperately for a sign that this isn't meaningless. Why, do you think, we never recieve such a sign. Because, in essence, this is meaningless. You don't have to believe that to make it true, because it is....Of course, you don't have to care either. I don't, I don't care what's out there, maybe I'll never see it, never touch it, or be near it. But there is something, maybe not one thing, maybe it's all things. All I know is, I'm grateful, most days, to be alive, no matter how depressed or upset I am, I know it'll all go on, because time stops for no man (or woman). It's a hard thing to believe in but as long as I believe in it, it shall be as this I know, you think this is dumb, ignorant, anti-religion, and self important maybe. I'll get hate mail, well...I'm not famous like that, but if I were, I'd have inboxes full of hate. I'd smile, and delete it, and love whoever sent it, I love to see people with opinions. It's proof that the mass media hasn't poisoned us all yet >w< so go ahead be mean, it'll be funny, and almost insulting, I'm sure. sarcasm is fun, and angst is a joy. So please please please, give me a reason to be sarcastic and angsty! My teen angst bullshit doesn't have a body count, it has it's own morgue, and 3 seperate coroners. One on morning shift, one on evening shift, and the other I keep with me at all times. He makes sure, that the bodies are never found. He collects those souls that would be so brash to insult people that they don't, and probably never will, understand. He's also a fuzzy grey kitten with a motorcycle. oh, and he's a girl!

P.S. did you know, Anna Nicole Smith died, she was found dead in a casino in hollywood, florida. How unexpectedly expected...